The System’s Evil Secret #1 in Delaware
Delaware has one of the biggest ‘organized’ pedophilia groups, and our lobbyists that create and help write our bills, they are a part of it or they know the people of power that are
As my suppressed trauma was released in the Fall of 2019, I received therapeutic services I needed for the PTSD1 along with cognitive behavior therapy. I had the archived documents I was privy to, and I knew at this point I wasn’t crazy I was truly finding my own identity. I knew myself and I knew that at least three decades of many children had been sexually abused at a Delaware State licensed daycare and the Delaware state justice system had turned a blind eye to it.
This substack is not about a religion to convert anyone to, this is about myself developing a more intimate relationship with my spiritual heavenly father. If I leave him out, I am not doing him any justice by telling my story. I have found through this journey he is my best friend, and the only real friend that provided me with the healing and steps I needed to do his will for his glory. I am just following his lead.
With my brain trauma coach, I then informed my parents of the abuse that I and many other infants, toddlers, and children according to my mother under the age of five endured and gave the opportunity to share with my siblings. This took a toll on all of us, and still does, but with the Lord by my side and my close support system, along with prayer and worship I was able to persevere. I am not going to stop until my heavenly father tells me to. I offered services to my family the best way I knew how. But honestly, we all heal differently, and there is no magic wand. We all still have lots of healing to do, but mine will now mostly consist of my father in heaven, and possibly some more EDMR2.
I feel selfish for saying this, but with my trauma and my family’s exposure to this pain, the lockdowns in 2020 allowed me to be home and heal. If I had not, I honestly do not know where I would be today.
I remember having the holy spirit many times guide my steps and inform me to seek him and that I would need to keep documentation as I would be writing my story. There were many times when the song “Write My Story” by Francesca Battistelli would play on the K-Love radio station to remind me to keep following his lead. Many times I would ask, “Okay God, what are the next steps?” And he was answering every time and guiding my steps. When my anxiety came on strong the song “I Will Carry You” by Ellie Holocomb would play and sustain my strength. My God has been in this storm with me and cares. It will be a mystery as to how it continues to unfold and play out, but that is how God works. And I, as a child of God, will show obedience to what he is calling me to do.
I wrote to each of the leaders at the top of Delaware. But they did not seem concerned, and I received nothing in correspondence to the emails I had written to each of them. Once again (these are from the last article), I had written to Governor Carney, Attorney Kathy Jennings, Executive Director of the Beau Biden Foundation Patty Dailey Lewis, and Chief Prosecutor during this time Jane Brady, currently the chair GOP of the Republican Party in Delaware. I had even sent a certified letter to Jane Brady’s house that had been signed.
Jane Brady did end up meeting with me two years later. I will write about that in another article.
I researched other childhood rape victims and needed to see what would be the next step to help with the communities healing, and to give access to these families that deserved justice. I found it, I needed a lawmaker to help me get the civil statute eliminated for rape victims. That way any childhood rape victim would always have an opportunity when they are ready to come forward if they ever choose to, and no time-bar would matter, no matter what age they decided to come forward.
I read about former gymnast, Rachael Denhollander. She was raped by Larry Nassar3 (USA gymnast team doctor), and she was the first victim to come forward. Following her, three hundred more victims came forward. She managed to accomplish the same initiative I was pushing for for the State of Vermont where they removed the time limit for victims of child sexual abuse to bring civil claims against their abusers. Vermont protects their children no matter what age they come forward. Like murder, no statute. Rachael is an attorney herself and helped make this happen as a victim advocate. Her speeches are so heart-warming and kind, and she does not hold back giving the Lord credit for working through her. Once she came out, we found later that the USA Gymnast coach Josh Gedderts had ties with Larry Nassar and was trafficking some of the girls. This coach committed suicide last year as the pressure was on USA team doctor Larry Nassar.
Then I read about other rape victims stories and came across Child USAdvocacy4 where I found a wealth of advocates, and facts to help recognize that what I was doing was out of love, and many across the nation were trying to advocate the same thing as I. That this indeed is an epidemic. I already know what that pain is like, but as a victim you lack confidence and feel shame. You do not intentionally want to hurt people. You want people to realize there is an epidemic of sexual abuse and our institutions and organizations are the number two hidden institution that have never been under the microscope. And as I am finding, they cover for their perpetrators.
I realized that the top Delaware leaders were not vested at the time in helping me, so I was hoping for grace by meeting with our local politicians. I have always been informed by my father to never trust a politician or car salesman… in this journey that I expose.. you can generalize that statement yourselves.
Even when coaching or teaching in the classroom, I do not like to hear others describe children before I work with them. I like to give them chances, and see how well I can adapt in whatever coaching or teaching style is needed so they can learn. What I have realized is, we are all broken, we all get triggered through our own brokenness, and we have a lot of broken leaders. They in turn have no business making powerful decisions for those of us who have continued to suffer, especially our children.
We are all God’s children, and we should be working to protect the victims, not the perpetrators.
Boy oh boy, I did not know what the Lord was opening my eyes to. Not only was my daycare curse being uncovered, but the information given to me by politicians on both sides of the party wanted me to claim as an independent voter. I didn’t want anyone promoting a party on me or candidate. All men are fallen sinners, candidates too with no accountability. I truly think the dynamics of men and women of power versus those that do not have power need serious research. The hidden evil in this particular state made me want to scream! And it made me angry.
God’s will was put in me to fight, and pour out the riches of his glory and awaken the sleeping hearts around me. I knew by scripture the truth can take a long time to awaken sleeping hearts. But I had to try something. I am hoping that writing publicly will help awaken others and help build the people around the initiative.
I do believe Delaware being the first state to sign the Declaration of Independence has a big spiritual significance. A lot of these politicians I have met remind me of what Jesus said in Luke 7:36-50, “You’re concerned with being clean on the outside, but you’re dead inside.” I am finding that a lot of our people are for man’s will and not God’s will. You may find that harsh, as the lawyer did and pushed back in the bible and said to Jesus, “That’s harsh.” But Jesus said, “What’s harsh is that you make burdens unnecessarily hard for some people and refuse to offer any help at all.” This is exactly the pushback I have been given.
My family and I had recently moved to the beach, and we were living in a sweet and kind welcoming neighborhood. A warm-hearted caring and compassionate woman shared with me that she knew just the person to help me with my initiative. She had worked with this gentleman for years, and she knew this political figure would have my back.
His name was former Delaware State Representative Stephen Smyk. He is a retired Delaware State Police Officer, and at one time was the President of the Delaware Trooper’s Association. She for sure knew that he would be the representative to become the lawmaker in support of my initiative I was seeking.
Before I met with Mr. Smyk I must say I prayed a lot and this dear lady that was his personal friend wanted me to give him a personal item, which was a personal joke between the two of them. I presented this item at the end of our meeting that I had with Mr. Smyk. You will find that picture attached.
I sent emails back and forth to Mr. Smyk, and he seemed as if he was so willing to help me.
We met on October 21, 2020 at the Legislative Assembly in Georgetown, Delaware. The original attorney from Wilmington that pulled my archived investigation came down to Sussex to join the meeting, one of the attorney colleagues from the same law firms joined as well by video, and one of the very special attorneys that has never left me hanging from Pennsylvania also joined by video. My brain health coach and another mental health coach joined for support, my notetaker, and other victims from the same daycare. There was also one other advocate that joined that had been raped by Doctor Earl Bradley5.
This was my first time presenting. After I presented my testimony I realized it was not going to be my last. I remember the details of these days so clearly. My heart was racing, anxiety that I was going to have a mental breakdown, irritable bowel syndrome, nausea, throat closing up, not being able to sleep, the list goes on and on. The enemy trying to take my rights away by informing me “nobody cares Wendy, drop it. The case is over, it is old.” Many times I have called the devil a liar, and to shut up! I am a child of God and God loves me!
Mr. Smyk arrived about ten minutes late. When he came in, he froze to see the support I had around the table. He was truly caught off guard. He even mentioned, “wow you got some team here.” We all introduced ourselves and began the meeting. I read my testimony for the first time, and I shed a few tears, but I was able to push through with the support I had. Then I asked Mr. Smyk, “how can you help us?”
The first thing I remember coming out of his mouth was, “Well, what are the laws, anyway?” The attorneys addressed those.
Then he continued with, “well I have been known to offend people all the time, but I have people calling me to fill potholes and put stop signs up. There are other Delaware representatives. I will support you, but you may need to go to the media with this, and you better prepare yourself. You all will have major pushback from the institutions such as the schools, hospitals, the police, and the Catholic Church.” He took off his glasses and stated, “I don’t know if you guys are aware of this or not, but Delaware has one of the biggest ‘organized’ pedophilia groups, and our lobbyists that create and help write our bills, they are a part of it or they know the people of power that are.”
At this point, one of the attorneys from PA left the call. That attorney is a victim of the Catholic Church and used to be in law enforcement. Clearly the way Smyk was talking about this shocking information triggered him.
That attorney did later apologize to me, but Smyk’s lack of compassion had angered him. He had been in this movement way longer than me, and knew our lawmaker’s motives.
Looking back, I remember my legislative advocates informing me I would never find a lawmaker in Sussex, that Sussex is just too dirty. It has a good old boy system, one that is demonic and generations of the same families that pass those generational curses. When I called them and had so much faith in this representative they all believed in me and him, and were all aboard. We had faith.
After Mr. Smyk made this statement, we all kind of just looked at him as if he had four eyes. We truly were in shock. To break the silence, I told him that the person who sent me to him had given me something to give to him. I gave him the item. It was a Burger King hat, and I asked him if I could take his picture to give to her? He thought about it for a second and then said “Sure.” He did smile.
One of his last comments to me was, “why don’t you get a hold of those trafficking chicks in Delaware.”
As I look at this picture, I think about how a lot of people that are broken use humor to suppress their own trauma. I felt this way with him. I wondered what his trauma was. I also wondered if his King is the same as mine, as I never heard back from him again. I wrote him on chains of emails with other leaders, but no responses. I also recently found one of his platforms was human trafficking.
You know, when we all left that meeting that day, in the parking lot we stared at each other like, “What in the world did this man just tell us?” We had no idea.
Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a mental health condition that's triggered by a terrifying event — either experiencing it or witnessing it. Symptoms may include flashbacks, nightmares and severe anxiety, as well as uncontrollable thoughts about the event.
Eye movement desensitization and reprocessing therapy, commonly known as EMDR, is a mental health therapy method. EMDR treats mental health conditions that happen because of memories from traumatic events in your past. It’s best known for its role in treating post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), but its use is expanding to include treatment of many other conditions.
https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/treatments/22641-emdr-therapy
Larry Nassar, a former athletic trainer and doctor, sexually assaulted hundreds of women and girls, many from the world of gymnastics.
At CHILD USAdvocacy, we submit testimony and speak before legislative committees all over the country in an effort to educate lawmakers.
https://www.childusadvocacy.org/delaware
https://www.childusadvocacy.org
Earl Brian Bradley (born May 10, 1953) is a former pediatrician from Lewes, Delaware and convicted serial child rapist. He was indicted in 2010 on 471 charges of molesting, raping and exploiting 103 child patients (102 girls and 1 boy). Some of the victims were as young as three months old. Bradley was ultimately found guilty on all consolidated charges brought and was sentenced to 14 consecutive terms of life without parole plus 165 years in prison on June 26, 2011.